I would imagine if you're reading this you're wondering why I bothered to create yet another blog. Well, here's my story…
Over the past few months I have begun doubting the existence of God – that is, the Christian God – that I was raised to believe in. It was never to the point of fundamentalism, and I was always allowed to come to my own conclusions. Then I joined a fairly fundamental church and was baptised. As I'm now on my third church since that point I have seen a lot of absurdities that have led me to doubt Christianity. While it's difficult to talk with family about, I've found that writing is a release for me. I've been writing my thoughts down over the past few weeks hoping to come to a conclusion one way or the other. I decided to start a blog hoping that someone out there will read my questions and have some sort of answer.
With that, I'm looking for answers from either side of the fence. As I write this I'm not quite ready to disassociate from Christianity completely, nor am I willing to admit to being absolutely certain there is a god. Agnosticism is probably the closest adjective for my state of belief at this point. And I don't know which way it will go from here. I could go atheist, I could go back to Christianity, I could go to Buddhism; I just don't know.
